January 17, 2007
I’ve been doing much better since I’ve know you, dear Maria, and I’ve found my inner balance again. I hear the birds sing again and see the flowers bloom again. Yet the sun still doesn’t have the right lustre, although the rays warm me, and all this is thanks to you, dear Maria.
Your dear letters are so full of hope and kind that I can’t help loving them. And although my lucky star seems to have gone out, it did bring me to you, dear Maria. So it does still twinkle through the veil now and again. I have felt the force runs through me countless times that I felt that I was linked with God and Earth. Now I need to contradict myself: something has happened – I have become much freer and I can even smile and be silly.